The Questions Everyone Is Afraid To Ask

In late May of 2018, I was diagnosed with Narcolepsy with Cataplexy. I chose to keep quiet about it because I was still learning what that meant for my life, both at the current moment and for the remaining time I have. Now that this has been announced on social media, I have been flooded …

Why I’m Happy

Happiness as defined by mainstream media is having everything. Nice cars, soft hair, a devoted partner, etc. Today someone asked me if this was the worst week of my life. I lost my memory, woke up in an unfamiliar body with no answers as to what's wrong or how to fix it, and on top …

The Best And Worst Ways To Die

"...surrendered my independence for the sake of living...I could be the perfect poster child for surviving until I didn't anymore."

Get Over It

Eyes drift shut and I lose the fight again. Anxiety weighs down every cell of my heart, and pulls me down by my chest. I wake up on the ground and all my muscles pull inward, as if trying to return to the fetal position. As if I have the option to restart. Go back, …

Because You Just Don’t Get It

  I remember the first time I got hit on, I was 12, he was in his late 20s. When I didn't reciprocate his affection and attention, (out of shock, mostly) he flashed his bare behind at me and my mother. I'm talking werewolf howlin' full moon. The whole exchange didn't take more than a …

5 Things I Do Everyday & Why

Habits really do make or break a person, and can really change your outlook on life. Here are things I do everyday (for better or worse) 1. Find something to be excited about. Generally, my first thought in the morning is a resounding "why" followed by a groan. However, I found that a great way …